year end thoughts

long time din blog le~ haha
nth special happened actually...i mean no events...
but went thru some emotional changes also la haha...but its all over~

well, lately busy with work lo....now got extra 2 days work summore....
at the new jusco at bm...now i learnt the way to another shopping mall le! haha...increasing my collection of known routes =p

mom's bday jz passed..yesterday... well, i took out all my money in ALL of my banks haha...just to give her her bday present which is rm500 cash. Now im officially broke! haha....
stupid salary delay...now i have no money to spend at all.
today saw one pair of jack parrcel plain black leather, the one dear have always wanted. he searched for it last semester but it was out of stock in kl. saw it in the mall i was working today. BUT i got no cash to get him a pair!! what should i do?
and..i want to buy hp...also no cash...where should i lahir the cash out from??
i wanna return daddy an amount of money for the petrol and toll cost which i used to work also cant.....
ish...I SERIOUSLY NEED CASH~~

i now order my salary to be banked in by the end of this week T.T

haha

Hmm...gonna leave work nx week le...gonna leave holiday life and going back to kl, study life le...
there are some things i miss in kl...but some that i dont haha....
and i thought i wouldnt miss life here cz it's boring...
but i realised i feel kinda berat hati to leave working life in pacific ler....
haha....
i experienced a very different feeling working there. i knew many new friends. many who appreciate me, or should say enjoy talking or have fun with me. i never feel lonely there. haha...
sometimes i feel like im well known among the workers in the mall. at first i was irritated by this attention. but now im so afraid that i might turn lonely after i left back to kl....
mayb its bcz everything turned out nice. b4 this last month i was a bit reluctant to go back to work bcz of the pressure of attention haha... but now it turned out that i made frens with most of them and they were actually ok...not as irritative as i thought they were hee... they turned out not giving me any pressure and i had fun talking with them^^
now i understand why some girls enjoyed people going after them. cz i slightly felt the warmth from that. mayb its bcz i've been quite lonely for the time being so it was this who gave me some warmth. but luckily im still able to be straight enough to not utilize those people on purpose.

what did i learn from this break? well i learnt how to interact with strangers or new met frens. i learnt how to be friendly yet poised and made myself very clear. i learnt new stuff and ways to interact with people. i learnt singing...improved lots! hee... i learnt belly dance...love it a lot^^ definitely wanna continue when back to kl... i secured myself jobs when back to kl hee...
oh ya, and i think i would sign up for the costume job one fren introduced me cz now i feel i hv more courage to wear costume and go out there lol. BUT....i still need to get over my 'face' problem yet hahaha....so still in consideration~

im basically happy with the result i get from this holidays.

the only regrets is i din go for my internship and i think i might fall behind a bit nx year. and i wasnt able to study ahead first for next year's syllabus! arrgh...all bcz the stupid library is on renovation shit=.=

next year's syllabus is very very tough. and by hubby coming back earlier this semester, i MUST make myself focus enough on studies so that i can score back in exams this semester!!

GOAL for year 2009 : Play hard, FOCUS hard!!

good luck to myself and, i will get what i demand for hehe =p