today is a gift

whoa..found a super meaningful quote today while browsing thru my fren's blog...

"Today is a gift, that's why it's called The PRESENT"

isnt this meaningful? i mean...it's true!
how beautiful it is....
so...today is a gift for everyone, and everyone should appreciate every new day you wake into and make good use of it! instead of wasting it numbly....

well, i've always known bout this all along... but i was still wasting time everyday..watching movies, doing nth meaningful enuf... Guess should snap right out of it from now on!
Everyday should be about living life to the full or living it for the future!

but guess wat...i love lazying off and relaxing... well, i guess i can take a holiday once in a while, once a week maybe? haha.... wat's the point living to the fullest when i cant enjoy my life the way i want rite? hah...=p

k...tat's it then. gambatte! ^^

oh my goodness...dreams shattered by sudden decision from dad...

oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness.....

im upset enuf already with today but there was even an error when i try to post my post jz now!!!!!! my god!!! im going CRAZY~~ shit...=.=

fine...i was saying today i had a very damn bad day...

first my sing k session went boom...when my sister couldnt find someone to fetch her back from work and i had to do it...

then...i missed the time dear was looking for me when he felt unhappy....i felt totally bad bcz im useless for not being there for him when i needed him...i totally understand tat feeling...it jz sucks... im sorry hubby....

and then i accidentally answered his call which was totally stupid and cost him a lot of money...although it wasnt my fault as i couldnt ever hv known it was him under the circumstances...

and then the worst is dad decided tat unlike usual, i should not get any money from him to buy cny clothes this year!!! reason was : i already can earn my own money
my dreams are jz totally shattered...cz now i could not afford the higher end clothes i was patiently waiting the whole yr to buy it for the nx year's new year....
our tradition was dad giving us a certain amount of money to buy new year clothes and wear them for the whole year...=.= this is already a sucky tradition but i got over it...i jz wished to use this cny special treat to buy some higher end clothes which i crave for but could never afford it myself...and its now all gone...
i've already spent a lot this hols i don think i hv enuf to spend for higher end clothes....and in order to make sure i hv enuf to buy my new year clothes...i need to sacrifice and save on lots of stuff i've been craving to buy...or eat...or enjoy....T.T
and i was so so so looking forward to the shopping spree i could hv gotten in kl this year end...but...now its gone~ ALL GONE~ i could not afford any spree .....................................
byebye high end clothes...byebye shoes...byebye bag....byebye eye bag corrector gel...byebye colored contact lenses....byebye new specs....byebye new hp....byebye great present for dear....byebye sing k session...byebye great gift for mom....byebye jogoya....byebye everything i hv dreamt for....T.T

IM UPSET tat my dream is gone gone gone~~ but...wat can i do?
now economy is bad....i don blame dad either actually...just upset...i need time to adjust to new dreams and concept T.T

haiz.....i still don hv a new dream yet...will think of a new plan soon...hv to start counting finance stuff...hate it...=.= gosh~

and i guess i shud start to live a poor life from now on...great^^ ....wth

XIAO HONG JEN'S PROMO TOUR + CELCOM PROMO AFTER PARTY

it was yesterday!
xiao-hong-jen had his last stop of his promo tour at gurney plaza. hmm...i don think he is tat famous now, there wasnt tat much fans yesterday either. anw, he is DEF a star to watch out for hehe^^
he's really very talented! he composes all his songs which are super damn nice..and he plays the piano and keyboard damn damn well! >.<
i was head over heels in him after his live performance, he was great in piano skills and what a great voice, it was even more nicer than in recordings! how rare can this be...live singing even greater than in recordings...woot! love him! hehe... this is his first album, so 10 songs. 1 was a mixture of min nan yu and chinese, that song(看袂落去) is very nice and is now reluctant to get out of my head^^ then there is another song 原来你就在我身边, which is vr vr nice too. 你是我的树头 a min nan yu song written for his dearest grandmother, vr touching. 连贝多芬都想告诉你 the piano part was jz awesome! he plays it all by himself~ the rest of his songs were great too...i actually loved his whole album, no regrets on buying it and letting him sign it! ^^ hee~ anw i really think those unfamous singers should hire me and adel to be their backup fans cz we were so professional in being fans lol. we were totally 自high for the whole session lol...bringin g up the atmosphere...we were practically screaming our lungs out! hahahaha... but i do enjoy it a lot haha...guess im a vr 38 gal =p i was always the one 自high with my frens and being the only ones shouting lk crazy ppl in events haha... we took quite a few photos with xiao-hong-jen himself^^

xiao-hong-jen signing the album for me^^

playing the keyboard enthutiastically!

with xiao-hong-jen yay!

besides xiao-hong-jen, we met jym as well! he was the mc for the event. he was reli cute and friendly haha...we managed to get him to take a pic with us hehe...

me and jym

this is ps, a's dai sou hehe...luv her hair anw =p

who's interested in trying xiao-hong-jen's songs out can try it here

after the event, our bosses from the dealer company working on the celcom promotion event im working for this break, p and wf treated us a great meal at the seafood restaurant balihai hehe...
was too hungry to take the pictures of the food, it was quite ok^^ but rather expensive pity wf's wallet...huhu..hah
nx we went for karaoke session at redbox! i enjoyed it a lot hohoho...altho not as much as going with dear cz 2 ppl sing can enjoy even more hah! Def going for another session in this few weeks time...no matter with mom or ni kekeke...im craving for sing k a lot this break~~

me and a

group of c promoter gals

had a nice day with u guys

xmas tree in g hotel

me a and her fren f

haha...a little out of topic note...im lovin tat top im wearing! lol...my fav outfit i own currently^^ but my hair...haiz....if i hadnt go to trim it, i shud hv a nicer hair matching tat outfit...T.T


and xmas is near! there are lots of options for activities out there...to kl...to singapore...to pg...
BUT...im giving up all of them...choosing to follow tradition and go to the xmas party with my family! hehe...
1st reason is not to throw my parents alone to hv their xmas without their kids around...tat would be pathetic >.<
and nx is im going down kl on 29th d....impossible go there and back for xmas rite...so byebye interesting xmas celebration w frens~
im sticking with my family^^

it feels cosy =p

the start

Lol...hi...haha
Well I've finally decided to start a new blog all over again! Hah...
i dont know this is my which attempt ad lol...and haiz haha...

well, the past few attempts were a failure cz i dont know what to write and sometimes im lazy to write it after tiring days...
there was one which was quite a success but it turned out to be too emotional and long-winded lol...but that account was now closed off d...very sad =(

this attempt, i swear im going to cancel off this account if i didnt happen to succeed haha...feel guilty of occupying the account spaces =p i've forgot my username and pw of my previous accounts hah..

hmm..i dont know how will this attempt turn out but im thinking of recording my feelings and incidents in my life so i can look back and really experience my everyday life instead of just running through hectic or numb days and nights, living uneventful and meaninglessly. that's a total waste of life...i must get out of that! hehe

well..all the best for myself in my Nth attempt haha...and hope i don get too emotional and end up getting all long-winded and stuff =p