lazy bum

hohoho...im a lazy bum!!!
long time no blog AGAIN...=.=

well...busy bah...just the typical me...

and time flies...hubby came back and went back again...exam passed...and now it's holiday time!!

of course...had some outings...so i guess it's time to blog now??

alrighty, yeah!!

LOL....

p.s: my biological clock is totally disturbed!!! >.< now sleep whole day in the morning and stay awake whole night!! guess i shudnt sleep anymore today...and so i can be tired enuf to sleep tonite...phew...

14th July 2009 stupid update/ramble

 

Oh alright~~ long time no blogee d~~ hah…

so sorry for that>.< No TIMEEE~~~~~ haiz…

bz with tests and assignments and article~~ and my procrastinations~~ hah…

so just gonna do a quick little stupid update/ramble here now.

ok…i got my 3rd saman today=.= what a *****

i parked in front of my fren’s ex-house, no touching on the yellow line, but the officers still gave me a ticket. what the f*** is this? the tickets say that i “menggangu dan menghalang laluan pihak lain” oh man…but i didn’t!! i definitely parked in enough, and the house has a stairs in front and no cars come in and out of it!! and i don think there is such a fat person that cannot go throught the space i left=.= shit the officers!!!

utar doesnt want us, residents hate us, the gov officers wont let us go!! where can WE go….=.= what do i do??  by this rate im gonna get hundreds of tickets by the end of semester…. !@#$%^&*()

my friend suggest that i buy those malay “stuffs” and put in my car and most probably they wont saman my car. so what are “malay  stuffs”? im gonna giv it a try i guess haiz=.=

and then i hv this great great dillema now…do i spend 100 bucks for paintball game??? alright i hv always wanted to go, and this is a great opportunity that my frens wanna go..but im poor…100 is a lot…and i can buy lots of stuff with 100 bucks=.= would i spend 100 to play for a few hrs and then 100 gone?? @.@ seems unlikely…but i reli want to spend some happy time with frens~~ how shud i decide??

and and im gonna go Bon Odori this sat with my fav group of frens!! muahahaha….nice….i hope we have a nice time no matter what means we decided to take…and i hope that no one would spoil our time =p

and…i hv lots of stuff to blog about….but still yet to find time…typical me=.= hehehe paise=p

okok ill list it out so i don run away:

1. happy seasons dinner

2. McD olympic run ( not so nice experience)

3. durian fiesta

4. transformers~~

alright need to slp now. ciao~

p.s : i think uhuhu cheese cake need to postpone nx month le…im broke T___T nvm go eat with dear =p

opportunities?

 

what are opportunities?

are they good? are they bad?

which opportunities shud i go for? which chances shud i avoid?

does anyone have a formula to count and evaluate which opportunity shud i take and go for it??

pls if someone do have giv it to me!! and if this doesnt exist for god’s sake someone pls invent it!!! ugghhh….=.=

alright i’m an optimist and a stupid to hell person….i see EVERYTHING in the bright side. when something come flying in front of my face, flying here flying there seducing me with its cute little butt, all i see are the good things~ what benefits would i get if i take this opportunity and IF it is a good thing!

well, other ppl but me, sure see it in the negative side. the risks and the possiblities that it might just be a fake, risky and dangerous trap that i might fall into. wow they do not know how much i appreciate their opinions!! that’s why i asked…cz a person lk me who is TOO optimist NEEDS ppl to remind me of the things i would never have thought of…

but sometimes people are overdoing the negative thinking.

cz SERIOUSLY, is every opportunity a black hole? is every good thing a fake because NO GOOD THING HAPPEN IN THIS WORLD, on its own??

seriously…is this true? then what happens to all those rich and happy men around the world? they all started off poor and took the best chance and opportunity so they finally did it! how did they calculate the opportunity value? can they see the future? they all started from scratch!

well now, the problem is not with trying to stop me or anything. but mayb i asked and i brought this to myself….i feel down and defeated by all those negative energy ppl keep giving me. it’s not towards one or 2 people but it’s like MOST of ppl around me keep doing this. i kept feeling negative energy coming from all around me….

i want to keep my positive energy! that’s what that keeps me moving!!

i appreciate all the cautious warnings and opinions. i really need this. cz a total optimist is reli a hazard lol…

but i jz wish people around me would get some positive energy and live happier. doesnt it stinks to live in a world without hope? don see ALL the bad side in everything…. if we see the bad in everything and reject everything except what we have….in 10 years time we’ll still be in the same position…isnt it? when can we be the other bill gates, or the other donald trump? mayb we cant be but if there is 0.1% of hope shudnt we hold on to that? and giv our lives some hope and a smile?

i know opportunities = risks. but i think i wont regret taking false opportunities but i will definitely regret if it is a good opportunity and i dont grab it!!

isn’t this true? i think u mz heard of that saying since u were young…why doesnt anyone absorb it into mind?

p,s once again thanks to the ppl that gave me ur opinion and make me more aware of the risks in it..i really appreciate them and it really helps a lot…

Day of Discovery

Lol...it has been a long time...
i got bz with exam schedules and so...the typical lazy me forgot all about my blog haha

today i suddenly came back to visit...so decided to write an entry since i'm pretty free right now^^

as the title suggests, today is a day of discovery! i discovered many new stuff today.

1. first i discovered twitter!
i dont know if it's fun or not but i just decided to try it out. signed it up and tried it out. it is a website that we can update our statuses of what we are doing anytime, and is able to be published to your friends who actually follow you. at the same time you can also follow your fren's updates and know what they are up to constantly. i'm not sure if this works for me because im a person who needs quite some privacy...having everybody knowing what i'm doing might not feel very comfortable for me..except a few friends and my hubby of course. plus im so lazy i'll probably not be able to commit updating it frequently=p i dont have any friends signed up to twitter so i dont really know what use i'll have with it haha...but im still not ready to share it with friends yet. lolz

2. second i discovered egg white mask!
bought a few eggs and tried it on. hmm i cant say for sure but i kinda find it with abit effects i guess. athough i dont know if it's just myself. then i researched it on9, it is said to give some immediate whitening, pore-tightening and moisturizing effects! with another way egg white can also be used to clean up blackheads. i'll try that one out tomorrow. and i think i will continue to use this inexpensive yet effective DIY mask from now on^^

3. i also discovered this blog which introduces many beauty tips that i think will be quite useful^^
http://mybeautyreviews.wordpress.com/about/
she writes about alot of diy stuff or reviews on useful yet natural stuff for beauty in her blog. i think this is a blog worth checking out^^

4. a web which has a lot of diy masks and beauty remedies. this should be very useful^^ i've got to check it out~
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/beautiful/ep1.htm

so hmm its late and my mom's nagging already. so that's all for now^^
im going off to bed~

14th jan's grumbling

hahaha....long time din blog le rite?
=p as usual..lazy me...
actually have quite some stuff to blog about de....lk meeting andy, my cousin from australia...i have his picture as well...
then about my shopping spree for CNY...
and then about the incident that we nearly got conned when i went shopping with LT...
and then about the amazing photoshoot we went to!! hehehehe....

i've gotten the pictures but my comp has not enuf space for me to save into and so i could not upload it yet...Hmm...will do it some other day la hahaha...

so...wat do i want to ramble in this post ler?
ok i've been in some pretty bad luck for the past 2 days..1st i got a vr ugly paper of warning from the school guard yesterday for parking at the wrong spot...and misunderstanding that i went into sch without the parking sticker...=(
then today....saman pulak!!! well the fact that setapak's parking lots now arent free anymore and this fact used some time to get in our head!! we were just discussing and thought we wouldnt be so "lucky" but who knows??!!
saw another ugly paper in front of my car with a RM100 saman!!! =.=
they say im able to get discount and pay rm30 for it if i go pay up earlier so im planning to go right after class tmr.

and then i have this big big dillemma....wer in february...there are tons of stuff for me to do. first of all it is mid-term period, next we'll be having the fashion nite which i would be one of the models, which means i need to go for training and stuff, and then there is the dance club event, which i may be one of the dancers, and...hubby's comin back for the month!!!!!
i'm greedy...i want to participate in modeling, i want to participate in dancing, don want to miss out the fun!!, i want to score in my exams...and i want to hv time to accompany hubby...
ahhh....what should i do?? i definitely don't have enough time for everything and i'll have to give up one which seems most likely the dance. but i dont want to be left out of the group...=.= i wanna blend in i wanna join!!!
oh how i wish i'll have 48 hours a day in february!!!!

and as for today...we celebrated mommy edna's bday!! hee...i'll write in another post so that stuff don get mixed up.

so till then...

- titleless -

alright. i have quite some stuff to update and some stuff to tell.
but for today i'll be pretty busy packing up my stuff back to kl and i hvnt started anything yet. shit...
i'll be going back to kl tomorrow!

oh how complicated my feelings are...

anyway in rush of time. will come back later if i have the time tonight^^

new resolution + xmas rambling

MERRY XMAS!!!! hahaha...
boring christmas i had this year...no parties...but i had fun went shopping at queensbay with family =p oh yea bought a super nice topshop top which costs me rm100 after 50% discount =.= my gosh...but lked it a lot hehe will upload pics of it later with my new year clothes collection ^^(tat's if im able to get a camera fon haha)

anw i just wanted to remind myself here of my new next year resolution haha^^

- 我要活得像单身贵族 -


hee...enuf for now...not the time to think of philosophical stuff...will get back to details some other time hehe

bye...and MErRy CHRiSTMAS again!!

year end thoughts

long time din blog le~ haha
nth special happened actually...i mean no events...
but went thru some emotional changes also la haha...but its all over~

well, lately busy with work lo....now got extra 2 days work summore....
at the new jusco at bm...now i learnt the way to another shopping mall le! haha...increasing my collection of known routes =p

mom's bday jz passed..yesterday... well, i took out all my money in ALL of my banks haha...just to give her her bday present which is rm500 cash. Now im officially broke! haha....
stupid salary delay...now i have no money to spend at all.
today saw one pair of jack parrcel plain black leather, the one dear have always wanted. he searched for it last semester but it was out of stock in kl. saw it in the mall i was working today. BUT i got no cash to get him a pair!! what should i do?
and..i want to buy hp...also no cash...where should i lahir the cash out from??
i wanna return daddy an amount of money for the petrol and toll cost which i used to work also cant.....
ish...I SERIOUSLY NEED CASH~~

i now order my salary to be banked in by the end of this week T.T

haha

Hmm...gonna leave work nx week le...gonna leave holiday life and going back to kl, study life le...
there are some things i miss in kl...but some that i dont haha....
and i thought i wouldnt miss life here cz it's boring...
but i realised i feel kinda berat hati to leave working life in pacific ler....
haha....
i experienced a very different feeling working there. i knew many new friends. many who appreciate me, or should say enjoy talking or have fun with me. i never feel lonely there. haha...
sometimes i feel like im well known among the workers in the mall. at first i was irritated by this attention. but now im so afraid that i might turn lonely after i left back to kl....
mayb its bcz everything turned out nice. b4 this last month i was a bit reluctant to go back to work bcz of the pressure of attention haha... but now it turned out that i made frens with most of them and they were actually ok...not as irritative as i thought they were hee... they turned out not giving me any pressure and i had fun talking with them^^
now i understand why some girls enjoyed people going after them. cz i slightly felt the warmth from that. mayb its bcz i've been quite lonely for the time being so it was this who gave me some warmth. but luckily im still able to be straight enough to not utilize those people on purpose.

what did i learn from this break? well i learnt how to interact with strangers or new met frens. i learnt how to be friendly yet poised and made myself very clear. i learnt new stuff and ways to interact with people. i learnt singing...improved lots! hee... i learnt belly dance...love it a lot^^ definitely wanna continue when back to kl... i secured myself jobs when back to kl hee...
oh ya, and i think i would sign up for the costume job one fren introduced me cz now i feel i hv more courage to wear costume and go out there lol. BUT....i still need to get over my 'face' problem yet hahaha....so still in consideration~

im basically happy with the result i get from this holidays.

the only regrets is i din go for my internship and i think i might fall behind a bit nx year. and i wasnt able to study ahead first for next year's syllabus! arrgh...all bcz the stupid library is on renovation shit=.=

next year's syllabus is very very tough. and by hubby coming back earlier this semester, i MUST make myself focus enough on studies so that i can score back in exams this semester!!

GOAL for year 2009 : Play hard, FOCUS hard!!

good luck to myself and, i will get what i demand for hehe =p

sleepless night 16.12.08

十二月16号的凌晨 我失眠了 哈
也不知是为什么...我没伤心啊，也没太兴奋呀…
也许是早上睡太多了...也许是因为喝了咖啡…
整夜想着无聊的事，也多看一次《再见了，转校生〉的戏…
戏里的那首歌，还真是超好听的！
听多少次都不会厌...而且好有感觉…戏已经看了好几次，每次看后都重复播放那首歌好多次 哈哈
真的很好听…

整夜没睡了，等下当然要累坏了...哈 糟糕
没办法…
但至少是做了件对的事….也也许是因为这件事睡不着觉 哈哈 整夜都抱着电话躺着了…深怕再次错过和搞砸叫醒他的任务………...这次总算稳稳的成功了 哈….

失眠的我…就祝我 今天接下来可以过的不要太辛苦吧 哈哈
也希望他今天过得好^^