MERRY XMAS!!!! hahaha...
boring christmas i had this year...no parties...but i had fun went shopping at queensbay with family =p oh yea bought a super nice topshop top which costs me rm100 after 50% discount =.= my gosh...but lked it a lot hehe will upload pics of it later with my new year clothes collection ^^(tat's if im able to get a camera fon haha)
anw i just wanted to remind myself here of my new next year resolution haha^^
- 我要活得像单身贵族 -
hee...enuf for now...not the time to think of philosophical stuff...will get back to details some other time hehe
bye...and MErRy CHRiSTMAS again!!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
year end thoughts
long time din blog le~ haha
nth special happened actually...i mean no events...
but went thru some emotional changes also la haha...but its all over~
well, lately busy with work lo....now got extra 2 days work summore....
at the new jusco at bm...now i learnt the way to another shopping mall le! haha...increasing my collection of known routes =p
mom's bday jz passed..yesterday... well, i took out all my money in ALL of my banks haha...just to give her her bday present which is rm500 cash. Now im officially broke! haha....
stupid salary delay...now i have no money to spend at all.
today saw one pair of jack parrcel plain black leather, the one dear have always wanted. he searched for it last semester but it was out of stock in kl. saw it in the mall i was working today. BUT i got no cash to get him a pair!! what should i do?
and..i want to buy hp...also no cash...where should i lahir the cash out from??
i wanna return daddy an amount of money for the petrol and toll cost which i used to work also cant.....
ish...I SERIOUSLY NEED CASH~~
i now order my salary to be banked in by the end of this week T.T
haha
Hmm...gonna leave work nx week le...gonna leave holiday life and going back to kl, study life le...
there are some things i miss in kl...but some that i dont haha....
and i thought i wouldnt miss life here cz it's boring...
but i realised i feel kinda berat hati to leave working life in pacific ler....
haha....
i experienced a very different feeling working there. i knew many new friends. many who appreciate me, or should say enjoy talking or have fun with me. i never feel lonely there. haha...
sometimes i feel like im well known among the workers in the mall. at first i was irritated by this attention. but now im so afraid that i might turn lonely after i left back to kl....
mayb its bcz everything turned out nice. b4 this last month i was a bit reluctant to go back to work bcz of the pressure of attention haha... but now it turned out that i made frens with most of them and they were actually ok...not as irritative as i thought they were hee... they turned out not giving me any pressure and i had fun talking with them^^
now i understand why some girls enjoyed people going after them. cz i slightly felt the warmth from that. mayb its bcz i've been quite lonely for the time being so it was this who gave me some warmth. but luckily im still able to be straight enough to not utilize those people on purpose.
what did i learn from this break? well i learnt how to interact with strangers or new met frens. i learnt how to be friendly yet poised and made myself very clear. i learnt new stuff and ways to interact with people. i learnt singing...improved lots! hee... i learnt belly dance...love it a lot^^ definitely wanna continue when back to kl... i secured myself jobs when back to kl hee...
oh ya, and i think i would sign up for the costume job one fren introduced me cz now i feel i hv more courage to wear costume and go out there lol. BUT....i still need to get over my 'face' problem yet hahaha....so still in consideration~
im basically happy with the result i get from this holidays.
the only regrets is i din go for my internship and i think i might fall behind a bit nx year. and i wasnt able to study ahead first for next year's syllabus! arrgh...all bcz the stupid library is on renovation shit=.=
next year's syllabus is very very tough. and by hubby coming back earlier this semester, i MUST make myself focus enough on studies so that i can score back in exams this semester!!
GOAL for year 2009 : Play hard, FOCUS hard!!
good luck to myself and, i will get what i demand for hehe =p
nth special happened actually...i mean no events...
but went thru some emotional changes also la haha...but its all over~
well, lately busy with work lo....now got extra 2 days work summore....
at the new jusco at bm...now i learnt the way to another shopping mall le! haha...increasing my collection of known routes =p
mom's bday jz passed..yesterday... well, i took out all my money in ALL of my banks haha...just to give her her bday present which is rm500 cash. Now im officially broke! haha....
stupid salary delay...now i have no money to spend at all.
today saw one pair of jack parrcel plain black leather, the one dear have always wanted. he searched for it last semester but it was out of stock in kl. saw it in the mall i was working today. BUT i got no cash to get him a pair!! what should i do?
and..i want to buy hp...also no cash...where should i lahir the cash out from??
i wanna return daddy an amount of money for the petrol and toll cost which i used to work also cant.....
ish...I SERIOUSLY NEED CASH~~
i now order my salary to be banked in by the end of this week T.T
haha
Hmm...gonna leave work nx week le...gonna leave holiday life and going back to kl, study life le...
there are some things i miss in kl...but some that i dont haha....
and i thought i wouldnt miss life here cz it's boring...
but i realised i feel kinda berat hati to leave working life in pacific ler....
haha....
i experienced a very different feeling working there. i knew many new friends. many who appreciate me, or should say enjoy talking or have fun with me. i never feel lonely there. haha...
sometimes i feel like im well known among the workers in the mall. at first i was irritated by this attention. but now im so afraid that i might turn lonely after i left back to kl....
mayb its bcz everything turned out nice. b4 this last month i was a bit reluctant to go back to work bcz of the pressure of attention haha... but now it turned out that i made frens with most of them and they were actually ok...not as irritative as i thought they were hee... they turned out not giving me any pressure and i had fun talking with them^^
now i understand why some girls enjoyed people going after them. cz i slightly felt the warmth from that. mayb its bcz i've been quite lonely for the time being so it was this who gave me some warmth. but luckily im still able to be straight enough to not utilize those people on purpose.
what did i learn from this break? well i learnt how to interact with strangers or new met frens. i learnt how to be friendly yet poised and made myself very clear. i learnt new stuff and ways to interact with people. i learnt singing...improved lots! hee... i learnt belly dance...love it a lot^^ definitely wanna continue when back to kl... i secured myself jobs when back to kl hee...
oh ya, and i think i would sign up for the costume job one fren introduced me cz now i feel i hv more courage to wear costume and go out there lol. BUT....i still need to get over my 'face' problem yet hahaha....so still in consideration~
im basically happy with the result i get from this holidays.
the only regrets is i din go for my internship and i think i might fall behind a bit nx year. and i wasnt able to study ahead first for next year's syllabus! arrgh...all bcz the stupid library is on renovation shit=.=
next year's syllabus is very very tough. and by hubby coming back earlier this semester, i MUST make myself focus enough on studies so that i can score back in exams this semester!!
GOAL for year 2009 : Play hard, FOCUS hard!!
good luck to myself and, i will get what i demand for hehe =p
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
sleepless night 16.12.08
十二月16号的凌晨 我失眠了 哈
也不知是为什么...我没伤心啊，也没太兴奋呀…
也许是早上睡太多了...也许是因为喝了咖啡…
整夜想着无聊的事，也多看一次《再见了，转校生〉的戏…
戏里的那首歌，还真是超好听的！
听多少次都不会厌...而且好有感觉…戏已经看了好几次，每次看后都重复播放那首歌好多次 哈哈
真的很好听…
整夜没睡了，等下当然要累坏了...哈 糟糕
没办法…
但至少是做了件对的事….也也许是因为这件事睡不着觉 哈哈 整夜都抱着电话躺着了…深怕再次错过和搞砸叫醒他的任务………...这次总算稳稳的成功了 哈….
失眠的我…就祝我 今天接下来可以过的不要太辛苦吧 哈哈
也希望他今天过得好^^
也不知是为什么...我没伤心啊，也没太兴奋呀…
也许是早上睡太多了...也许是因为喝了咖啡…
整夜想着无聊的事，也多看一次《再见了，转校生〉的戏…
戏里的那首歌，还真是超好听的！
听多少次都不会厌...而且好有感觉…戏已经看了好几次，每次看后都重复播放那首歌好多次 哈哈
真的很好听…
整夜没睡了，等下当然要累坏了...哈 糟糕
没办法…
但至少是做了件对的事….也也许是因为这件事睡不着觉 哈哈 整夜都抱着电话躺着了…深怕再次错过和搞砸叫醒他的任务………...这次总算稳稳的成功了 哈….
失眠的我…就祝我 今天接下来可以过的不要太辛苦吧 哈哈
也希望他今天过得好^^
Friday, December 12, 2008
sorry sorry sorry x100
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tired alone
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
下雨天 by lara 南拳妈妈
作曲：张杰 作词：张杰
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺 谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些 差别 结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫 谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些 差别 结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些 差别 结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
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