Monday, January 5, 2009

Outlook of Sagittarius for year 2009

Hmm...happen to pass by a friend's blog talking bout the 2009 overview of her horoscope sign. Got curious about my own sign i opened the page and looked out for mine.
Well, it's kinda deep. i understand half of it, i don understand half of it. but for the part that i do understand it kinda makes sense, quite in tact with the new resolution, strategy im going to try this year 2009. so here goes~

Outlook for 2009 -- Sagittarius
11/22 – 12/21
Year 2009 Overview
You tend to attract just about everything you want this year through your warmth and magnetic Sagittarian That said, you may also go through some great transformational shifts in 2009 as you realize that your happiness no longer depends so much on possessions, but rather on the deeper meaning associated with things symbolic of love and sharing. Instead of controlling what's happening around you, you now have experiences that perhaps you don't understand, but in allowing new insights to come in and have a voice, the rearranging of your resources and your values gives you a sense of security and growth.

By surrendering to your higher power, you realize you don't have to struggle as much to get what you want. As you open up to the ideas and energies flowing around you, your priorities shift dramatically. And -- you'll be happy to know -- you don't need to work as hard to enjoy sensual pleasures either!

Great opportunities arise as your explore your potential, and discover what kind of environment best serves you in your endeavors. Being in touch with this part of yourself helps you align with your higher purpose, and your drive to continue will lead to great success. Life becomes much easier when you trust that the universe will take care of you.


|credits to Astrology.com|

Monday, December 29, 2008

- titleless -

alright. i have quite some stuff to update and some stuff to tell.
but for today i'll be pretty busy packing up my stuff back to kl and i hvnt started anything yet. shit...
i'll be going back to kl tomorrow!

oh how complicated my feelings are...

anyway in rush of time. will come back later if i have the time tonight^^

This is My Card - the wheel of fortune


You are The Wheel of Fortune


Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success


The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.



yea...it's kinda true...hah....

i've been lucky most of the time. i've been living quite happily. i've been passing my exams. i've been having great people, family and friends around me. sometimes im so grateful for the people that i know. hee...i've always known i'm lucky^^

and yea....i've sometimes been thinking when will my luck run out? haha....i mean i believe that life is fair. i've had my lucky times so im doomed to have my bad luck times right?

during my secondary school days i've always pushed myself to study harder by just this way, telling myself that i've been really lucky for the past few times i dont think i'd be that lucky the next time so i must give it all i have hah...

but now, i wish, and i believe that i'd be having luck around me at all times^^ i don mind some small misfortunes..but please...not major ones hee...



Thursday, December 25, 2008

new resolution + xmas rambling

MERRY XMAS!!!! hahaha...
boring christmas i had this year...no parties...but i had fun went shopping at queensbay with family =p oh yea bought a super nice topshop top which costs me rm100 after 50% discount =.= my gosh...but lked it a lot hehe will upload pics of it later with my new year clothes collection ^^(tat's if im able to get a camera fon haha)

anw i just wanted to remind myself here of my new next year resolution haha^^

- 我要活得像单身贵族 -


hee...enuf for now...not the time to think of philosophical stuff...will get back to details some other time hehe

bye...and MErRy CHRiSTMAS again!!

Monday, December 22, 2008

year end thoughts

long time din blog le~ haha
nth special happened actually...i mean no events...
but went thru some emotional changes also la haha...but its all over~

well, lately busy with work lo....now got extra 2 days work summore....
at the new jusco at bm...now i learnt the way to another shopping mall le! haha...increasing my collection of known routes =p

mom's bday jz passed..yesterday... well, i took out all my money in ALL of my banks haha...just to give her her bday present which is rm500 cash. Now im officially broke! haha....
stupid salary delay...now i have no money to spend at all.
today saw one pair of jack parrcel plain black leather, the one dear have always wanted. he searched for it last semester but it was out of stock in kl. saw it in the mall i was working today. BUT i got no cash to get him a pair!! what should i do?
and..i want to buy hp...also no cash...where should i lahir the cash out from??
i wanna return daddy an amount of money for the petrol and toll cost which i used to work also cant.....
ish...I SERIOUSLY NEED CASH~~

i now order my salary to be banked in by the end of this week T.T

haha

Hmm...gonna leave work nx week le...gonna leave holiday life and going back to kl, study life le...
there are some things i miss in kl...but some that i dont haha....
and i thought i wouldnt miss life here cz it's boring...
but i realised i feel kinda berat hati to leave working life in pacific ler....
haha....
i experienced a very different feeling working there. i knew many new friends. many who appreciate me, or should say enjoy talking or have fun with me. i never feel lonely there. haha...
sometimes i feel like im well known among the workers in the mall. at first i was irritated by this attention. but now im so afraid that i might turn lonely after i left back to kl....
mayb its bcz everything turned out nice. b4 this last month i was a bit reluctant to go back to work bcz of the pressure of attention haha... but now it turned out that i made frens with most of them and they were actually ok...not as irritative as i thought they were hee... they turned out not giving me any pressure and i had fun talking with them^^
now i understand why some girls enjoyed people going after them. cz i slightly felt the warmth from that. mayb its bcz i've been quite lonely for the time being so it was this who gave me some warmth. but luckily im still able to be straight enough to not utilize those people on purpose.

what did i learn from this break? well i learnt how to interact with strangers or new met frens. i learnt how to be friendly yet poised and made myself very clear. i learnt new stuff and ways to interact with people. i learnt singing...improved lots! hee... i learnt belly dance...love it a lot^^ definitely wanna continue when back to kl... i secured myself jobs when back to kl hee...
oh ya, and i think i would sign up for the costume job one fren introduced me cz now i feel i hv more courage to wear costume and go out there lol. BUT....i still need to get over my 'face' problem yet hahaha....so still in consideration~

im basically happy with the result i get from this holidays.

the only regrets is i din go for my internship and i think i might fall behind a bit nx year. and i wasnt able to study ahead first for next year's syllabus! arrgh...all bcz the stupid library is on renovation shit=.=

next year's syllabus is very very tough. and by hubby coming back earlier this semester, i MUST make myself focus enough on studies so that i can score back in exams this semester!!

GOAL for year 2009 : Play hard, FOCUS hard!!

good luck to myself and, i will get what i demand for hehe =p

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

sleepless night 16.12.08

十二月16号的凌晨 我失眠了 哈
也不知是为什么...我没伤心啊,也没太兴奋呀…
也许是早上睡太多了...也许是因为喝了咖啡…
整夜想着无聊的事,也多看一次《再见了,转校生〉的戏…
戏里的那首歌,还真是超好听的!
听多少次都不会厌...而且好有感觉…戏已经看了好几次,每次看后都重复播放那首歌好多次 哈哈
真的很好听…

整夜没睡了,等下当然要累坏了...哈 糟糕
没办法…
但至少是做了件对的事….也也许是因为这件事睡不着觉 哈哈 整夜都抱着电话躺着了…深怕再次错过和搞砸叫醒他的任务………...这次总算稳稳的成功了 哈….

失眠的我…就祝我 今天接下来可以过的不要太辛苦吧 哈哈
也希望他今天过得好^^

Friday, December 12, 2008

he hates me now

.....he must hate me a lot now......